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I can't seem to crawl away I'm lost and so ashamed careless but so afraid my life is fading every days another test of fighting my addictions placing myself in situations will it ever go away? situations will it ever go away? I used to never dream but now I have nightmares will you save me from this darkness? keep me surrounded I hear you calling me I need to feel you to end my agony and wash it all away let me feel you reaching for me I need to be I need to be surrounded by you will it ever go away? situations will it ever go away? situations I used to never dream but now I only have night mares will you save me from this darkness keep me surrounded nightmares nightmares nightmares...