Wonder what's next

IT SOMETIMES FEELS LIKE A BURDEN I WANT TO SUCCEED, IS THIS A GOOD QUALITY, I WONDER WHAT'S NEXT NOTHING MORE AND MORE IT'S AN ANIMAL WAITING TO BE SEEN FACED WITH SOMEONE'S FAILURES A SICKENING SIGHT INDEED, INDEED, INDEED IN THE BEGINNING IT SEEMS THAT NO ONE THINKS BEYOND HAVING FUN WHICH IS WHY YOU WRITE MUSIC IN THE FIRST PLACE ALWAYS MOVING, REFINING, PUSHING FORWARD THE ART THAT ONE'S CREATING, LOOKING TO THE RIGHT TIME TO SHARE IT, AND THEN THE HEADACHES OF CRITICISM SENIOR ADVISORS UNSEENPEOPLE ABOVE TWISTING AND DISTORTING THAT WHICH WE LOVE, AND NEVER ENDING PROBLEMS WITH MONEY HOLDING YOU BACK PREVENTING PROGRESS I THOUGHT YOU ONLY STARTED CAUSE IT WAS FUN WE PLAY THE BLAMING GAME YES I MIND IT'S NOT YOUR TURN I WONDER I WONDER, WHAT'S NEXT CAUSE WE PLAY THE BLAMING GAME YES I MIND IT'S NOT YOUR TURN.