All this time

I'm a father and a son; I've been a lover with just one, But this world can get me all undone, And I'm frightened I'm the only one. I wrestle with the thoughts I keep, If I sow the seed of arrogance then it's loneliness I'll reap, It's loneliness I'll reap. Please don't leave me stranded here, With a head of lies and a heart of fear. My life's a show on Gods TV, The world an audience, watching me. So wake me, shake me, keep me sharp, As I touch the power of Gods great harp. And this world can fill your head with praise, That steals me from eternal grace. So how can I serve God and wealth? I can captivate an army, but I can't control myself. I can't control myself. Ghostly figure out at sea, I hear a voice that's calling me, To walk upon the waves of faith. For in the arms of God, I am safe. All this time, since the day that I was born, I've never known a time like this, I don't wanna let you down. I will sing, sing for your light has come.