Fading away

It's in this wake that I find myself Losing the will to resume this hell When every breath is a dying wish It's harder to follow the point of this This broken place that I call my home Has deepened the sorrow that i have sown And I can't erase what is in my heart I want it to finish before it starts My own solution insufficient again No false illusion, this devouring threat I break the vessel, giving air to its red And open my fate to the darkened sky Chorus: I've been fading away I've been waiting on the call to reach my veins Ready or not No attention to waste Every sorrow of the soul will read my name When I cease to exist So now I've come to the final sleep I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep I know it's hard to forget this man Driving the failure into your hands My own solution insufficient again No false illusion, this devouring threat I break the vessel, giving air to its red And open my fate to the darkened sky (chorus)