Summer Of Darkness

<p>This is not my life<br/>This is not our life<br/>Every day I die<br/>This is not my life<br/><br/>I&#x27;ll be the one last breath before this death<br/>I’ll be the final glimpse of hope when there’s none left<br/>And if I shame your face, degrade your faith<br/>I’ll be the first to hide behind disgrace<br/>Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim<br/>Treason- at the root of my shameful name<br/><br/>I found my way to fall<br/>I never meant to break your heart<br/>(Breathing in this pain)<br/>Rejecting all I am<br/>(I hear you cry again)<br/>Is this my final stand?<br/>(Before I go)<br/>Before I lose it all<br/>(You should know)<br/>I hate myself for hurting you<br/>I see the burn of the light from within my grave<br/>I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay<br/>And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain<br/>Then put an end to me now while the hope remains<br/>Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim<br/>Treason- at the root of my shameful name<br/><br/>I found my way to fall<br/>I never meant to break your heart<br/>(Breathing in this pain)<br/>Rejecting all I am<br/>(I hear you cry again)<br/>Is this my final stand?<br/>(Before I go)<br/>Before I lose it all<br/>(You should know)<br/>I hate myself for hurting you<br/><br/>This is not my life<br/>This is not our life<br/>Every day I die<br/>This is not my life<br/><br/>This is not my life<br/>This is not our life<br/>Every day I die<br/>This is not my life