Dear death pt 2

<p>Time is running out<br/>As you die die die in this bed not making a sound<br/>It has all come crashing down<br/>To be here and watch you breathe your last<br/>So helpless to stop you from slipping away so fast<br/>Oh God are you listening now<br/>As this cancer dances through her and then takes a bow<br/>It won&#39;t disappoint the crowd<br/>Whose words are a curse as I hear them one by one<br/>Each pull, the string, and I come undone</p><p>I know this, I failed to say you&#39;re worth this (I&#39;m sinking by your side)<br/>I wouldn&#39;t trade a day to not have gone through this<br/>So many days I&#39;ve been blind, I want to stop and rewind<br/>Kick off our shoes and dance</p><p>With the ghost of you<br/>Who could tease me and leave me begging for the abuse<br/>You&#39;re the only one I knew<br/>That could tame me and make me who I am<br/>But now it&#39;s all fading, and there&#39;s nothing left of all my plans</p><p>Let&#39;s dance again, we&#39;ll turn up our sleeves, I know just where to begin<br/>Dance, let&#39;s dance again, we could find ourselves before this happened</p><p>These words of mine are trite and so cliché<br/>And still they find their place in everything<br/>It&#39;s just to break the silence that has been crushing me<br/>Half of me is dead, already gone<br/>And half is screaming everyone is wrong<br/>I&#39;m finally asking now will you</p><p>Just hear me out this was all my fault<br/>Now you&#39;ve brought me death and it&#39;s everything I wanted<br/>It&#39;s the wrong side of fear that kept me out</p>