Bitter Pill

My heart pumps this bloodrush 'till my legs numb My sweat drips down my face Clears my vison I battle myself; I battle Keep my hands from your throat For this silence Keep my voice from my throat For this silence Ibattle my self Swollow down now Whole Bitter pill unfolds This bitter pill he swollows takes the tension He's lost control of his hands Control of steps Somewhere he fears Was almost sure Could never happen to him Satisfy himself When this pill is dissolved In his suffering body He'll lay there stiff and shamefully Guilty acts laced with fear Lie the knots to be Temporarily secure Guilty acts laced with fear Lie the knots to be lost In his lies...