First Time

Stepping over two steps closer I sit around wasting time, feel like the poster for a Self-help line Will we know the truth when we're older For the first time in my whole life I'm not afraid of feeling alive For the last time i'm falling behind And nothing out there will change my mind Let's start over crimson clover While these golden nights get colder If i could i"d press rewind Turn on record and leave the past behind Will we know the truth when we're older For the first time in my whole life I'm not afraid feeling alive For the last time i'm falling behind And nothing out there will change my mind When you find me will you remind me One step closer two steps closer For the first time in my whole life I'm not afraid of feeling alive For the last time i'm falling behind And nothing out there will change me For the first time in my whole life I'm not afraid of feeling alive For the last time i;m falling behind And nothing out there will change me For the first time in my whole life I'm not afraid of feeling alive This is the last time i;m falling behind Nothing out there will change my mind