My Diary (feat. Dope G, Jae Cash, Eddie Black & F Jay)

<p>[Intro: KB]<br/>My name is KB and this is my Diary Session, Part Two<br/>When you&#x27;re starting off in the game<br/>Everybody gives you supporters and underdogs<br/>And now they start asking if I still make music<br/>😂😂😂 Damn man!<br/>We’re about to make more history<br/>This has to be the most personal song I ever did<br/>What&#x27;s your story, mate?<br/><br/>[Verse 1: B-Mak]<br/>Yeah<br/>I wish I could tell you this ain&#x27;t no longer the story;<br/>Wish I was only reminiscing<br/>The pressures of life and my journey searching for glory<br/>And how it’s really got me stressing and looking back<br/>Like did I waste the opportunity?<br/>Momma wanted a lawyer but instead I quit Uni<br/>Yeah I was selfish in my ways<br/>How could I just throw away her blood, sweat and tears?<br/>And all for what?<br/>Just so I could chase dreams in this uncertain world<br/>Where life ain&#x27;t what it seems?<br/>&#x27;Cause now she&#x27;s getting older<br/>She&#x27;s looking up to me and I&#x27;m still chasing my dreams<br/>Damn! I guess you live when you learn<br/>I just use it as my field for my heart when I yearn<br/>The reason I&#x27;m never faking<br/>I&#x27;m caking and making amends<br/>The reason the game needs me<br/>I’ll [?] my fans<br/>[Chorus: Wezi]<br/>Kamwa nili nayo<br/>Sininenzo funa niku izheni<br/>But I’ma let you know, I&#x27;ma let you know<br/>The hidden truth in my diary<br/><br/>[Prelude: KB &amp; K.R.Y.T.I.C.]<br/>K.R.Y.T.I.C., what’s your story mate?<br/>&#x27;91<br/>I&#x27;ve got a lot to say though<br/><br/>[Verse 2: K.R.Y.T.I.C.]<br/>Look<br/>I&#x27;m from happy days being a mile away<br/>To losing daddy a day before my first radio play<br/>Where does it say, ‘Dreams ought to come with nightmares’?<br/>I&#x27;m light-years ahead of any rapper that you might hear<br/>Come with me, I&#x27;m right here<br/>But it&#x27;s quite clear the state of mediocres out to stay<br/>I mean just listen to the radio: the garbage that they play<br/>Gets the population&#x27;s favor though<br/>And even though it&#x27;s plagiarized, the &quot;Dunka&quot; beat nowadays can get you paper broke<br/>I dropped Vitumbuwa and they told me that I lost it<br/>When I was trynna do what they did:<br/>‘Cashing and making a profit&#x27;<br/>I tend to frown but it sounds quite deep<br/>&#x27;Cause ever since CRI$I$... Nobody&#x27;s held it down like me<br/>And you know it too<br/>Talking &#x27;bout K.R.Y.T.I.C. drops some hard flows<br/>But always seems to get overlooked at these award shows<br/>I swear I&#x27;ve seen the bottom, dawg<br/>I&#x27;ve hit some hard lows<br/>I&#x27;ve seen secondhand clothes, I&#x27;m back at sabado<br/>I&#x27;ve seen my peers overtake me<br/>You know how cold that makes me<br/>So cold, I had to call and ask the LORD to come and save me<br/>My momma is the end, she tellin&#x27; me to quit<br/>My fans on the other are sayin&#x27; the album is too legit<br/>Everybody&#x27;s biased!<br/>Forgive me if I&#x27;m wrong<br/>Y&#x27;all say you love the music but won&#x27;t buy a single song<br/>I showed you, Rocktober; I&#x27;ve been stringing you along<br/>I just hope you won&#x27;t be able to get it when I&#x27;m gone<br/>[Coda: KB]<br/>We need to start appreciating good music<br/>How are you going to tell me these rappers don&#x27;t make the top three?<br/>Man, I find this corny, man<br/>If we&#x27;re gonna have a chance for a proper breakthrough<br/>Let our mindsets change<br/>Let&#x27;s give credit where it&#x27;s due<br/>K.R.Y.T.I.C has a classic album out. Get yourself a copy<br/>And give this legend his rightful Trophy<br/><br/>[Preliminary: KB]<br/>Thugga, we&#x27;ve waited a long time to do this<br/>I wanna hear your story too, mate<br/><br/>[Verse 3: Tim (fka Thugga)]<br/>Yah<br/>Everybody&#x27;s is asking me like, &quot;What&#x27;s the state of the squad?&quot;<br/>Your family remains family – ain&#x27;t nothing breaking this bond<br/>And now I thank the LORD for everyday He &#x27;wakens my moms<br/>I realized that I had taken it far<br/>Then I prayed in my heart<br/>I just started seeing how I&#x27;m painted of scars<br/>If I was living because of me, why would I make it this far?<br/>With tears flowing bro, I realized that my faith was in God<br/>And made the decision to change the things that I said in these bars<br/>And shortly after that, came a major depression<br/>Every door closed on me: I had pain in me stressin&#x27;<br/>I was hurting man. It rained on me immensely<br/>Like will I go through lots of pain while I wait on his blessings?<br/>Man, I had many big questions<br/>I felt numb. I started thinkin&#x27; in skin<br/>I couldn&#x27;t take it. Bounced back. I started drinkin&#x27; again<br/>Everyday I felt I was sinkin&#x27; within<br/>And when I lost all hope, I had a dream that I was sittin&#x27; with Him<br/>Now He&#x27;s directing my path<br/>«Kamwa nili nayo..»<br/>Uh-huh KB, she may quote us<br/>Like I was saying; now He&#x27;s directing my path<br/>I&#x27;m still flawed but to Him I&#x27;m still clear within a spectacle glass<br/>And a clear heart full of joy is the best thing I have<br/>Man, I&#x27;m blessed with this craft<br/>I can tell I&#x27;m totally free and trynna tap into the Spirit<br/>As I constantly war with the skin<br/>I don&#x27;t do this for the money<br/>Now that I want to minister to people, are you tellin&#x27; me God has not given me an audience?<br/>I&#x27;ve got a lot to say bro, this is only a page<br/>But now even when it&#x27;s rough, I&#x27;m never lonely and raged<br/>Look! Now I step my foot in, this is music cooking<br/>I think I&#x27;m done KB. Now you can bring the hook in<br/>[Chorus: Wezi]<br/>Kamwa nili nayo<br/>Sininenzo funa niku izheni<br/>But I&#x27;ma let you know, I&#x27;ma let you know<br/>The hidden truth in my diary<br/><br/>[Outro: KB]<br/>Yeah<br/>I want to send out a big shout out to Holster<br/>This fella has been around – day one<br/>Let me take you back a little bit: from the days of Hip-hop 2 Lock Ya Block, The Hip-hop Foundation<br/>Remember them days of Pitch Black?<br/>5ive 4our, B-Mak, Camster, Desert Eagle? We were just getting started<br/>I say let&#x27;s bring it back. Let&#x27;s bring the old good days back<br/>Shout out to B-Mak, K.R.Y.T.I.C., Thugga, 5ive 4our, Four 4, Raydo, C4<br/>Ayo Dope G, I see you. Ray Gramz, where are you at though? LV to Mr Veezy<br/>Inferno, you remember this track?<br/>Another Soulful record you could vibe with<br/>Another KB classic<br/>Italic, I see you too homeboy<br/>Yeah!