The process

<p>Let it Go<br/>My mama gave me up when I was four years old<br/>She didn&#x27;t destroy my body but she killed my soul<br/>Now it cold cause Im slipping in my back seat<br/>I understand the spirits willing but my flesh is weak (let me speak)<br/>Never had a chance to dream 10 years old and finding love in dirty magazines<br/>Ms December remember I bought you twice<br/>Now I&#x27;m 30 plus and I&#x27;m still paying the price<br/>Had a sister that I barely knew<br/>Kind of got separated by the age of two<br/>Same mama different daddy<br/>.......<br/>Saw my sisters daddy beat her naked<br/>Taking serious the Demonds in a mans mind<br/>The same man with rape charges now he&#x27;s doing time<br/>Crack followed and like daddy prison 13 years<br/>Haven&#x27;t seen her cause she&#x27;s traded tears for fears<br/>Shout shout let it all out<br/>These are the things I can do without<br/>So come on (come on)<br/>Now I&#x27;m talking to you so come on<br/>Sex was how I made i through<br/>I wasn&#x27;t the one to teach with love but said this one ought to do<br/>See where I&#x27;m from the call you gay say you ain&#x27;t a man<br/>Show em you ain&#x27;t no punk get all the girls you can<br/>This simple plan even hunts me even now today<br/>Back to 17 and got a baby on the way<br/>Well dear God all I see is failure in my eyes<br/>If your listening and remember I apologize<br/>I was raise all in a church<br/>Made mistakes and heard the Lords cold .....<br/>After service on the parking lot getting high<br/>Wanting to be accepted so bad i was willing to die<br/>Even thrived to tell the pastor but he couldn&#x27;t see<br/>Years of low self-esteem and Insecurity<br/>Church taught me how to stop and speak in tongues<br/>Preacher teach me how to live when the tongue is done<br/>CHORUS + ( repeat soul survivor, soul survivor until next verse)<br/>Jesus please I&#x27;m on my knees can&#x27;t you hear my crying<br/>You said to put it in your hands and lord I&#x27;m really trying<br/>You wasn&#x27;t lying when you said you reap what you sow<br/>Like that night mama died It&#x27;s hard to let it go<br/>You adopted me cared for me changed my name<br/>But I cursed at you lied you and left you pain<br/>It&#x27;s now strange I can still see it in my head<br/>To know how it was lying dead in that bed<br/>If your listening to this record day or night<br/>If you mama is still living treat your mama right<br/>Don&#x27;t be like me and let that moment slip away<br/>And be careful because you can&#x27;t take back what you say<br/>To my real mama if your listening I&#x27;m letting it go<br/>To my father I forgive you cause you didn&#x27;t know<br/>That the pain was preparation for my destiny<br/>And one more thing though let my son be a better man than me<br/>CHORUS<br/>(while Kirk Franklin speaks in the background )