Tie Me Up! Untie Me!

I was looking at the leaves Climbing to the tops of the trees But you were nowhere to be found, Just beneath all the green You were buried like a little seed Among the roots and underground, I was licking at the leaves But i was in short sleeves and you. You were like some sickness that I caught. My sweetheart moved away, Swept off like garbage in the alleyway I need more grace than I thought. Brother, I'm far away from everything good! She's like a hot cloth on a fevered head And like a needle she leads me (Well, I follow like thread) Tie me up! Untie me! All this wishing I was dead is geting old... It goes on but it's old. I was swimming through the waves For what must have been day But could find no relief, When I started sinking down I thought for certain I would drown Until I saw you in the ocean underneath All the bright colored fish Tell of a treasure in a dull shell, "Such subtlely, so easily missed!" You, my hidden pearl of pure and perfect love And I'm a living example of 100 percent the oppisite of this, If I ask the same questions Well maybe I repeat myself from time to time, But it's because everyone who answers me is a liar. She's like a hot cloth on a fevered head And like a needle she leade me (Well, I follow like thread) But you untied me - didn't you untie me, Lord? And now I haven't even thought about Killing myself in almost five months.