Don't Think I'm Not Thankful

Michael English I made some choices That I'm not proud of I was a mess Couldn't care less About anyone but me But there was this angel I was so sure would save me We fell in love and I messed that up And blamed it all on You for letting her leave And I believe The rain that fell on me was holy water I can see The going through that hell just made me better Stronger, faithful But don't think I'm not thankful If I could go back I know I would change things That I've a life, the pain, the pride And those that I let down But without those mistakes and wrong turns I couldn't have grown and I would never know What my life's suppose to be bound And what I'm leaving out The rain that fell on me was holy water I can see Going through that hell just made me better Stronger, faithful But don't think I'm not thankful For you're letting me down Kicking my butt Taking my hand For picking me up Now I believe That going through that hell just made me better Stronger, faithful But don't think I'm not thankful And I believe The rain that fell on me was holy water I can see, yeah, going through that hell Just made me better