Addicted to My Pain

Striking the match that burns me Pouring more gasoline unto the flame I'm to blame I'm all alone and bleeding And every self-inflicted wound in me Am i addicted to my pain? And i can't love Without you here Will you wash away All my fear? Addicted to my pain Cuz i can't see And i can't feel God, i'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain I am the judge and jury I always sentence me To be condemned There's no amends I hate with no conditions Will i ever be forgiven For my rage And break out of this cage? And i can't love Without you here Will you wash away All my fear? Addicted to my pain Cuz i can't see And i can't feel God, i'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain Take this guilt This bitter rage Keeping me Locked in chains Can you hear my heart? Can you take this pain? Will you wash away All these things? And i can't love Without you here Will you wash away All my fear? Addicted to my pain Cuz i can't see And i can't feel God, i'm praying none of this is real Addicted to my pain My pain