I've been waiting

So I'm waiting by a phone For the blessed ring Like a holy grail for a fisher king Time is ticking down like a metronome Rhythm for my brain and its ceaseless scares I never seem to play them to the beat I hear Though my heart beat is a beat that beats so near So we had a talk last night About the heavy blow that you dealt in fight Your back against the wall It was a puzzle piece important to the whole that I may not find You placed within the hole I never seem to put them in the gaps I see like a puzzle where the pieces lost you and me [Chorus:] So I'm changing who I am 'cos what I am's not good And I know you love me now But I don't see why you should and I don't see why you should No I don't see why you should So I drift into the end like a moth to light Down the boulevard to a coffee shop In the land of song In the land of wait Beat is bearing down on this lonely town I never seem to write them down as good as you Like I some where lost the keys that let me in [Chorus (extended):] So I'm changing who I am 'cos what I am's not good And I know you love me now But I don't see why you should So I'm changing who I am 'cos what I am's not good and I know you love me now Though I don't see why you should and I don't see why you should No I don't see why you should