I can't explain

I've wrapped myself up in a universe again and let the darkness quell my matchflame confidence and unwillingly I hide the lever I must find to release the deep the tears withheld inside but I can't explain I can't make sense of the things I'm saying the crystal tears are sliding down again your moonlit cheeks and soaking silken lips if this pain is so real there's a hand that someday must heal and give us the words that time steals and won't let us say