Catch Myself Catching Myself

This time I am falling further away Nothing has changed Nothing has changed like I said it would Faster towards the ground That's where they wait where they wait for me And enter my veins Feel them crawling through my skin Collecting my nerves That they feed to their children I swear it has to stop Cause there is nothing left to give Nothing left to give I'll be the victor I will destroy them I wanna watch them burn it down So I can breathe again Inhale cause after tonight I won't be the same Exhale, Exhale and find my feet On the ground I'm not the same anymore I'm not the same anymore As I sink down into the flor And the walls are caving in And I don't believe in them anymore Now I try to balance my walk I am coming down alone And I have to get them out of my head I wanna watch them burn it down So I can breathe again I wanna watch them burn it down So I can breathe again One breath at a time I'll be just fine Cause I'll be right on the inside I steady my hands inside of my shell And wait till their backs are turned Oh inside of my head Where they though they would win But I got them right where I want them Pushed to either side. I'm burning them alive I hear them begging and pleading.