Messed Up

<p>Its all messed up<br/>Its all messed up<br/>Its all messed up<br/>Even though I try its all messed up inside<br/>Its all messed up<br/>Even though I try its all messed up inside<br/>Even though I try<br/>Even though I try its all messed up inside<br/>Even though we try<br/><br/>I think I was 7 years old<br/>Laying on my bed so late at night<br/>Ran away from my dad just wanted to fight<br/>But I grew up in this broken home<br/>And this is all the love that I have ever known<br/>My mom was used to getting smacked around<br/>My dad he never loved and never loved himself<br/>I wish before that Id of known<br/>That God could heal my broken home<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>God open my eyes<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>God open my mind<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>I run to your side<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Cause I dont want to hurt anymore<br/><br/>My my my my kid sister she always stayed at home<br/>She couldn&#x27;t go to school cause shed always break the rules<br/>And I could never figure out<br/>Why she would hang around with all those guys I knew<br/>One day shed get in trouble and shoven out<br/>One day she calls me up<br/>She says she met a scrub<br/>And he comes home ever night on the rock<br/>Figure out what you want<br/>Cause I know that hes not<br/>Give your life up to God<br/>And the bottle won&#x27;t be your home<br/>My God is calling you home<br/>Girl your never alone<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>God open my eyes<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>God open my mind<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>I run to your side<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Cause I dont want to hurt anymore<br/><br/>Rush the gates dont hesitate<br/>The enemy waits<br/>To enrage and cage and enslave those<br/>That call him the one<br/>God of today<br/>God of the hour<br/>Our strong tower<br/>Break down the enemies wicked power<br/>So stay strong stand tough<br/>Never never let them know that youve had enough<br/>The moment you do the moment your done<br/>Remember son<br/>Forever look<br/>Forever look<br/>Never look back<br/>Dont ever look in my eyes<br/>Look through my eyes<br/>Look through my eyes<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>God open my eyes<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>God open my mind<br/>As I sleep the sleep of death<br/>I run to your side<br/>As I sleep the sleep of pain<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Then Ill never die<br/>Cause I dont want to hurt anymore